Tonight while in the kitchen making Christmas Dinner I had a convo with my Mom. It went like this:
Mom: So...is that your new boyfriend?
Me: What boyfriend?
Mom: That guy in all your pictures?
Me: I have a boyfriend...(Thinking: what guy?!)
Mom: That guy?!
Me: (thinking: guy in my pictures??? wait a second...) You mean that guy on my facebook???
Mom: yes!
Me: hahahhaha, no Mom, that's not my boyfriend. That's a singer (Mayer Hawthorne) I don't have a boyfriend! hahahhaa!
ehhh sad...
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
It's December again!
2009 is almost over!!!!
This year has been..well let's just say I learned a lot. A lot of it seems like it happened a long time ago too....
One of the things that I've really started to realize and just understand more is how I handle my friendships. I guess what I mean is that yea, past years I know I've said "I know who my true friends are.." But this time, now that I'm becoming more of an "adult" =) I have finally put my foot down.
I can now say, I don't care and really NOT care! And boy does it feel much better. In the past, I've been known to put aside the way I feel and always do things for others, despite how strongly I didn't want to. There's been some situations this year and I just think...why waste my time?
I'm moving on! I'm happier and I'm enjoying myself a lot more!
This year has been..well let's just say I learned a lot. A lot of it seems like it happened a long time ago too....
One of the things that I've really started to realize and just understand more is how I handle my friendships. I guess what I mean is that yea, past years I know I've said "I know who my true friends are.." But this time, now that I'm becoming more of an "adult" =) I have finally put my foot down.
I can now say, I don't care and really NOT care! And boy does it feel much better. In the past, I've been known to put aside the way I feel and always do things for others, despite how strongly I didn't want to. There's been some situations this year and I just think...why waste my time?
I'm moving on! I'm happier and I'm enjoying myself a lot more!
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Apple Cup! GO HUSKIES
It's the APPLE CUP people! And yes, my team may not be the greatest this season, but I have school spirit..and I LOVE the HUSKIES! Let's make those cougs cry! =)
GO HUSKIES!
GO HUSKIES!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
My McDreamy
For the past month and a half I've been having really bad nightmares...where there was always death. So bad I would wake up in the middle of the night in a sweat or be crying...
But this last week I had a dream and it was a good dream. So now, when I'm down, I think about this dream and how happy I was when I woke up from it.
In this dream, I met my own McDreamy. Who he is I do not know, but what I felt was just amazing. This man held me and I felt every emotion you could feel that was so intimate. It was those passionate feelings you have with your significant other. It was just the two of us, and in his embrace I forgot all my stress, all my fears, I was secure and I felt his love. The feelings I felt were so intense and amazing, so deep and profound...I could feel his heartbeat. It was that vivid I woke up feeling it still. There was no kissing or other types of physical activity ;) but just the two of us holding each other and our emotions intensifying the longer we stood there.
That must be the most amazing dream I've ever had by far. Which also brings me to believe that one day I will meet him, my own McDreamy.
But this last week I had a dream and it was a good dream. So now, when I'm down, I think about this dream and how happy I was when I woke up from it.
In this dream, I met my own McDreamy. Who he is I do not know, but what I felt was just amazing. This man held me and I felt every emotion you could feel that was so intimate. It was those passionate feelings you have with your significant other. It was just the two of us, and in his embrace I forgot all my stress, all my fears, I was secure and I felt his love. The feelings I felt were so intense and amazing, so deep and profound...I could feel his heartbeat. It was that vivid I woke up feeling it still. There was no kissing or other types of physical activity ;) but just the two of us holding each other and our emotions intensifying the longer we stood there.
That must be the most amazing dream I've ever had by far. Which also brings me to believe that one day I will meet him, my own McDreamy.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Life changing decisions...
About to make one of the biggest decisions in my life...actually, I've already decided.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Pre-wedding...
One of my best friends is getting married this weekend! =)
I'm a bridesmaid but I'm also giving a lil speech...which I still have to write. But just thinking about it is already making me teary-eyed.
::sigh:: I know out of my group of friends, I'm the one that they say would be married first...but when I was running today I was thinking that even though my "time line" is way off, I'm okay with that. So I'm not going to be married by the time I'm 26...but that's OKAY.
I've been thinking about how much I fall in love with love and the idea of having a family, and my hopes of having that soon is totally clouding my mind!
Although I'm a lil sad that my "plan" of life is not going the way I thought it would...hahaha, I'm super happy for Jean and Michael.
oh and instead of giving up on men, I've decided that I guess sometimes you just have to go through a whole box of chocolates before you find the piece u like the most. Jean found hers fast! =)
I'm a bridesmaid but I'm also giving a lil speech...which I still have to write. But just thinking about it is already making me teary-eyed.
::sigh:: I know out of my group of friends, I'm the one that they say would be married first...but when I was running today I was thinking that even though my "time line" is way off, I'm okay with that. So I'm not going to be married by the time I'm 26...but that's OKAY.
I've been thinking about how much I fall in love with love and the idea of having a family, and my hopes of having that soon is totally clouding my mind!
Although I'm a lil sad that my "plan" of life is not going the way I thought it would...hahaha, I'm super happy for Jean and Michael.
oh and instead of giving up on men, I've decided that I guess sometimes you just have to go through a whole box of chocolates before you find the piece u like the most. Jean found hers fast! =)
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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